Heidi Montag is reportedly battling depression since undergoing more than 12 surgical procedures in two years. ‘The way people treat me, I may as well be dead.'
An insider tells Now : ‘Heidi hates herself, which is why she's got into this mess.
'No matter how many times she goes under the knife, it doesn't take away from the fact she's the same insecure person underneath.
‘She's doped up to her eyes on painkillers and has terrible mood swings.'
The reality star has been acting ‘out of it' for weeks, with hubby Spencer Pratt, 26, taking control of her post-surgery painkillers:
‘Heidi's completely addicted, which has everyone worried sick,' adds our source. ‘She slurs her words and seems unfocused.
Credit: Now Magazine
